July 16, 2007
reverie
I wish with all that is in me that I could describe to you all how incredible this past week (well, actually two weeks, but specifically this past week) was. Incredible is one of those words that is WAY too overly used. I really mean it by it's definition though (so extraordinary as to seem impossible). It was just... such an awe-inspiring time.... with... well, I'm going to refer to everyone as my family, 'cause that's what it felt like. God, my close friends, my new friends. We were all just one happy family. It was wonderful. That's about as far as I can go in the description aside from the fact that I wanted to never leave that place...ever. God changed me. I'm not the exact same person I was at the beginning of that week. I'm new.
22 days until Florida.
-Jeff ¶ 4:25:00 PM
22 days until Florida.
-Jeff ¶ 4:25:00 PM
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You just discribed my happy place. That's where i go when everything falls down around me. I give it to God, then i slip back into the memorys of all that He has done for me. Jamacia, CEF, Belize, here at Lover's Leap, that's my happy place. I wish i got to really go there more often.
Know this, the next few weeks aren't the hard part, it's after the whirlwind of activity, after you don't see the faces or feel the embrace of laughter anymore, when you're lying in your bed and it's dark and you're alone, and you can no longer see the stars. But that's when God is the closest, when the tears fall down and your soul screams out for eternity, that's when He is there half a hair's bredth away, close enough to touch you, and hold you in His arms. I pray you find him there, in your darkest hour when no one knows your name and you're so alone. The point when God calls your name, and you have no one to go to but Him; it hurts, but it's healing pain; 'cause it only brings you to Him. I pray that it's not as hard for you as it was for me.
But also know this, i am also here for you anytime 24/7. Don't hesitate to call (and i mean that sincerely, i will find a way to be there for you. God knows how much you've been there for me). You know my number.
~katalina
Know this, the next few weeks aren't the hard part, it's after the whirlwind of activity, after you don't see the faces or feel the embrace of laughter anymore, when you're lying in your bed and it's dark and you're alone, and you can no longer see the stars. But that's when God is the closest, when the tears fall down and your soul screams out for eternity, that's when He is there half a hair's bredth away, close enough to touch you, and hold you in His arms. I pray you find him there, in your darkest hour when no one knows your name and you're so alone. The point when God calls your name, and you have no one to go to but Him; it hurts, but it's healing pain; 'cause it only brings you to Him. I pray that it's not as hard for you as it was for me.
But also know this, i am also here for you anytime 24/7. Don't hesitate to call (and i mean that sincerely, i will find a way to be there for you. God knows how much you've been there for me). You know my number.
~katalina
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: 6:35 PM
dear jeff. i just love you. that is all :)
rachelle
*i forgive you for seeing the movie without me....it's okay...really*
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rachelle
*i forgive you for seeing the movie without me....it's okay...really*
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